Jade - 20 - Australia - Butts
“The hours between 12am and 6am
have a funny habit of making you feel
like you’re either on top of the world,
or under it.” - Beau Taplin.
I don’t care that you got into drugs for three months straight, or how much sleep you lost in that period. I don’t care that you went home and fucked that person and woke up at 6am hating everything about yourself, or that you smoked so much you sounded as though your lungs were giving out.
You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.
You’re just human, and being human means you need to survive and you do so whichever way you deem fit, fuck everyone else.
There are seven things this fandom collectively ignores/denies ever happening:
1. Beth Childs’ death
2. “Yeah it showed”
3. Kira getting hit by a car
4. Delphine meeting Leekie in a hotel
5. Alison falling off the stage
6. Cosima’s fall and seizure